Weeping Shadows

Strange feelings ...

Trackless thoughts

Enter my blocked head

Create a ruckus within.

Stop! I yell: No more!

But the heart is deaf,

Ever has been.

Thoughts that ruin me

inside, emerge from

nowhere and fill me

through and through.

In closed eyes I see

none but a faceless

shadow of you.

Clouds and watery eyes...

Hands reach out unknowingly

To receive a sad palm.

I forcefully close my eyes,

To block out the known

deep deep look that

enters my soul and

drinks me down with love

and empties me of all fear.

THOU SHALT NOT

TRESPASSERS SHALL BE PROSECUTED

I step back

And close my eyes

Only to find an embrace

A warm close embrace

girdling my soul like

an twirling creeper

of passion-flowers.

And I melt

All alone ...

I feel warm tears

running down my body

from the back of my neck

as if someone holds me in

a hug and cries uncontrollably.

Why do I feel thus, why?

I look out to the moonless sky

That returns an empty stare.

Strange thoughts fill up my mind.

And heaves the night air,

with sobbing breaths and

restless eyes, expressionless faces.

O do not ask what the heart

finds in such felt teary embraces.