term paper

Thoughts clog.

I am not sure

what to do

how to write

a line that she will like,

academic enough,

formal enough.

Maria Edgeworth

psychoanalysis

and gaping voids

in grounded knowledge.

A loyal daughter.

A mute bearer,

who did not marry

the only man she had

ever loved,

ever cared for,

from the bottom of her heart,

depths of her soul.

she had to have

a clogged heart

and a raging fire

that made her

be so loyal

too loyal

to her dad.

Nothing like a love

lost, battered, bruised,

wings clipped and smashed

against the walls.

Its love, its love,

that smells of a rose

and bleeds....

Maria, i will try

to decipher the wrath

you have so skilfully hidden.

But but but

the term paper thing,

it is so scary.